Abandonment and Avoidant Survival

A young girl who struggled to have a solid existent of a father, a father that should

have taught her what love is, and who hasn't cared much to look after his young daughter

and overtime the older sister has always been chosen and given all the better treatment,

as a result the young girl felt abandoned and had to survive being an inferior to her

sister even though she was smarter and more intelligent however that little girl developed a

dismissive avoidant traits which have pushed her to embody the masculine energy especially after

countless nights of crying, feeling pain, abandoned, and from there started

to suppress emotions, seek constant validation, avoid accountability, distrust other men and become a pattern