All at Once

I got a notebook full of plans Color-coded future tense Every step is

mapped out clean But the moment comes, I flinch My brain says

go, my brain says wait Green light, red light,

hesitate Standing still, but burning fuel Trying not to break the rules

I rehearsed it a thousand times Still can't hit the start line I'm doing everything

and nothing all at once, all at once Running circles in my head while

the world just keeps on moving on I love control, I crave the

chaos, I plan the fall before I jump I'm stuck between