Calm, But Suspicious

I am calm. <break time="0.4s" /> This is suspicious. Everything is fine. <break time="0.4s" /> This is a lie. You are allowed

to rest. <break time="0.4s" /> But the thoughts did not get the memo. I have processed

my emotions. <break time="0.4s" /> They have appealed the decision. This is not anxiety. <break time="0.4s" /> This is advanced

awareness. I am relaxed. <break time="0.4s" /> Please do not test this. Nothing is wrong. <break time="0.4s" />

Something is off. This feeling is temporary. <break time="0.4s" /> Unfortunately, I am not.

I am present. <break time="0.4s" /> I am also elsewhere. Everything makes sense. <break time="0.4s" /> I don’t trust it.

I am not spiraling. <break time="0.4s" /> I am expanding. Nothing is happening. <break time="0.4s" /> Something is forming. This is not a crisis. <break time="0.4s" />

It’s a situation. Everything will resolve. <break time="0.4s" /> We don’t know when.