Closer Than My Fear

Jesus, it's me again. Rubin says stay present. Gilbert said follow

curiosity. But I've been feeling stuck. Yeah. Let's go.

I been walking through this valley with a notebook I can't fill. Ideas used to

hit like thunder, now they whisper, now they chill. Too quiet. Burdened and bullied,

talking courage but I'm scared I lost the thrill. Trying to lead them with your

fire when my flame don't feel real. Rubin said strip it down,

let the truth become the sound. But every page I try to write feel like

it weigh a thousand pounds. Buma said the new trues only where all the