Complicated Love and Sensitivity

I’m sorry if I’m like this, okay? It’s just… I care about you way too

much. I hate being this sensitive, but the moment you raise your voice

even a little, I literally shut down. I don’t like getting yelled at — it’s

like my brain checks out and my tears clock in. I just want you to listen to me…

why is that such a struggle for you?? All I’m asking is we sleep at the same time,

like early, together. It’s not even a big task. Why is it so hard??

I always listen to you, so it feels kinda unfair. I just want that

feeling that you’re “there,” even if we’re far apart. Like, sabay sleep so it