It Was Already Won

I’ve spent my life braced for the next accusation, learning how to stay

ahead of the blame. Every failure felt like proof.. that the darkness

still had a claim. I believed You died to take my sins,

I sang it loud, I held it tight, But I kept

waking up every morning trying to earn a standing You’d already signed.

I didn’t doubt the cross. I doubted the result. I trusted You

could save me, I just didn’t trust what that meant for who I was.

I was fighting a battle You already won. Trying to silence voices You’d already