Living with Abuse and Betrayal

I’ll try to keep this as short as possible with just basic context. I 42F,

live with my partner, 27m full-time in a camper on his father’s property due to unfortunate

circumstances. We had lived here before but ended up leaving because his of my partner’s

father’s alcoholism and rage. I was promised by my partner that this time it would

be different, he would protect me and things wouldn’t get bad this time. For a while things

were going smoothly even though I didn’t want to be there and was very reluctant to go back.

I cried for hours, which is when my partner took my face in his hands and SWORE to me

it would be different this time. Classic narcissist lies, but whatever,