My Unexpected Reaction to Breaking My Creation

I made a pot, like it was a more like a pen stand. I made it about two weeks ago with

a lot of effort and today I just wanted to paint it. While trying to

take that out, it actually fell from my own hands. And it was not like I was being careless

or anything like that. I was being very careful with it while I was trying

to take it out and it just fell. It fell and it shattered into pieces, fragments,

so many pieces that I could not fix it back with the glue or just get it back to the way

it was. And the way I reacted to it is actually the strange part. I did not cry over

it. Usually when I lose something, when I break something, I cry.