Overthinking Reality

Been overthinking. Can't shake this feeling. Deep inside me there's a pit

that is sinking. Can I trust my own mind or is my sanity fleeting?

Is it true what we see or is it all just make believe?

Is that even real air that we breathe? Can't even tell the difference between

such things. Need something, need some clarity. Need the facts laid bare at

my feet. Who's there? Who's calling? Who leads? Who's the one

hiding things in my reality? Need answers. Somebody better be telling me.

Begging but I'm not down on my knees. So please. Heart is sinking.