Screaming Inside, Drowning in Doubt

Memory files gettin' lost in my mind. I can't remember the times that

I felt so alive. It's what you do to survive or what you

do to provide. I push my feelings aside, they building deeper inside.

I wipe my face with the guilt 'cause I'm so covered in filth.

I hate the shit that I built. I go to sleep in a

Silt My mental startin' to tilt. I poured a glass when it

spilled. My body covered in silk. Don't think it hurt,

but it will. My inner thoughts just collide, they pull me in like a