The Power Is Natural

Basically, for all my life, I've had a problem with toxic power. It has grown to such an extent that I have eventually begun to hate everyone who is powerful

and who has a position of power. The power in general. I began to think that it is wrong when somebody is in power and exercises control or leadership

over somebody else. But now I'm realizing that it is obviously wrong, and that power is a natural phenomenon. Generally speaking.

It happens naturally in certain situations. But the reason why I have developed this deformity in my personality had to do with the fact that I have never had a chance to see

a proper, good leader in this poor, sad, and unfortunate country. It also had to do with the fact that my mother had fallen into the delusions

of the modern culture, into the delusions of feminism, and therefore suppressed the authority of my father in a very toxic way.

She assumed a kind of total leadership, behaving in a very disrespectful way, not acknowledging the person's individuality, the person's needs,

the person's unique desires, the person's wounds. The stupid kind of leadership, blind and arrogant. The one that doesn't look,