The Recurring Payment Plan of Sin

You see, I don't think we understand. Sometimes we read passages like that

and we think, oh, for the first time in my life it's gonna cost me something

to, to follow Jesus. No, no, no.

It's already costing you something right now to live for yourself. You're on a reoccurring

payment plan for guilt and shame right now. Do, do you understand

what it's like to go home every night and just think that the things that you're doing are

gonna work this time, but you keep going back knowing it's not gonna work,

it's just familiar? Like, we get so, we get so worried to step into this