Unexpected Loneliness and Frustration

My husband was left alone for 3 weeks and I wish he’d just cheated instead. Three weeks ago,

I left for a work trip. My husband didn’t want to come. “I’ll hang back,

game a little, order pizza,” he said. He’s 41. I thought,

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