Unstable Reality

Yo. It's not that I couldn't or I wouldn't or I didn't or

I did. Think I'd settle for a woman that only makes me livid.

So why do I persist in living this life that I'm living in?

It's because I got more in my life now than once I ever did.

I want stability and that's something you're not giving me. Really what you're

giving me is an unstable reality. One minute you're up and happy, the next you're

down with humility. That's when you humiliating me, throw me anger and instability.

We're ten years deep on and off in this relationship 'cause this ain't