War in the Mirror

There's a war in my reflection every time I look inside.

Every flaw's a loaded weapon, every truth I try to hide. I build my

walls with shaky hands, swear they're keeping me safe .

But every brick I stack between us pushes love further away.

I say I'm fine, yeah, I'm always fine. But my hands

are shaking when I tell that lie. It's a world of insecurity.

Tearing holes in what we used to be. I'm running from the ones who

stay. While I chase a feeling that fades. Cocaine kisses turn