Welfare Check: A Disturbing Misunderstanding

I (24f) have been working on my book trilogy for years- since i was 16. The book is how

I met my boyfriend (John-24m). We met at some writing class 3 years ago and hit it off.

John went to university for journalism and creative writing but is not working in either field.

I never intended to make money from my works, but I do. It's not my main

profession though. Context out of the way, here's where things get weird:

I asked John if he could read certain chapters and give notes on things to change/adapt.

My usual beta reader was unavailable. Without giving too much away, the MC gets kidnapped

and experimented on. It was written to be grotesque and horrifying.