Humiliated and Moving On

My boyfriend cheated on me right in front of me—and now claims it was "just a joke." I've been dating

Ryan for two months. A few nights ago, we were at a party with about a hundred people.

I was having fun, maybe a little too much fun, because I ended up feeling dizzy.

I asked Ryan to sit with me on the couch so I could drink some water, and he agreed.

While we were sitting there, Ryan's best friend let's call him Jake- came over and started

talking to him. I don't know how the conversation shifted, but suddenly Jake

dared Ryan to suck his. They both looked at me like they were waiting for

a reaction. I felt awful and foggy, so I assumed they were just messing