Locked Doors of Memory

Investigating your own father's murder is confusing when your only evidence is your sister's

diary and old internet searches. Eren Orbey was just three years old when his dad was

killed in front of him on a vacation in Turkey. Because he was a toddler,

he grew up with zero actual memory of the event. He felt like a total fraud,

stuck between copying his sister's trauma or just making things up in his head to fill the gaps.

He describes the feeling as banging on a locked door, begging to be let into a nightmare

just because that is where his mom and sister were living. It is a brutal look

at how we try to solve the mysteries of our parents' lives when we are left behind with