Struggling with Fear of Losing You

I’ve been having a hard time ever since the worship in the round bc I love my family

very much an yku damn near hate them and it’s really hard for me, I feel like you

don’t like the person I am in general anymore sometimes and that’s been hard bc I have been

trying really hard and it just comes down to me not being enough in my head, Lincoln keeps talking

to me abt us and college and it it scares me and I feel like you are alr set in just

leaving me and moving on but I want to try something where we are together just different and

this is all jus gonna prove your point but the other day when you said what you would change

about me is me caring too much that just hurt so bad bc that is literally just me as a whole and