The Fear of Wasting My Life

I'm scared that I will waste my life. I'm scared that I will never be

enough. I watch people around me moving so fast, like real fast, like they are chasing

dreams, chasing love, chasing something. And I keep wondering, what I'm even chasing?

There are days I feel stuck. Like, I'm running in a place,

the world moves and I just watch. The clock keeps ticking and I tell myself,

"Next week I will start." But weeks turn into months and sometimes I wonder,

what if I'm just standing still? What if my time runs out before, like,

I even begin?