CARA'S SCENT

I’ve mentioned not searching actively for a relationship, the first time I saw you outside of intramurals was at outx, a bar, then went to your hotel, then got the heavy implication you wanted me to spend the night, that makes me assume intentions of not anything serious, especially being so bold before even knowing me. The dates, cute, love, fun, sweet, was thinking to myself that this is definitely the only guy since college that’s kept my attention and seems like someone I’d want to keep seeing, unsure of what it would turn into or what this even was. Then we had sex, cool, awesome, fun, intimate, then I’m like well shoot we’re going on dates and having sex but it’s not only sex and we can enjoy each other just hanging out, so what is this , still in the early stages. Then I think okay he’s very driven knows when to prioritize and never would sacrifice the things that mattered to your career which was also a change in pace.  But I’m sitting here trying to figure out what kind of guy you are and I know I’ve mentioned this but when I went three weeks without seeing you, that gave me some impressions, and I know we’ve talked about it but it still said a lot about intentions so I’m thinking it’s not serious to him it’s a fling or we’re just having fun and seeing where it goes, then I didn’t see you the whole week before thanksgiving, obviously I didn’t see you at all over break, so I’m still like he doesn’t have time for a relationship I can write that one off for a while, we’re hanging out loosely, not just hooking up but also but just dating only.