Mask I Fake

No peace, no sleep, just a mask I fake. You were the

realest thing I had to break. Told myself I'd feel better with time.

But I'm still chasing shadows of a broken mind. Every night, same routine,

same pills. Trying to numb the pain, but it never stays still.

I'm lost in the smoke and the neon lights. Girls around me, but nothing feels

right. Cold sheets, hot dreams, but none of it lasts.

Still haunted by the ghost of our past. And I know I said I'd

be on my own. But every silence feels like a dial tone.